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Sunday, October 17, 2004

hihi!! my layout is working again..but den i decided to change to blogspot liao..so pls change ya link to http:///dazzling-star89.blogspot.com.. okie doki? hehe..cya!

left a pink message on 10:19 am

Friday, October 15, 2004

hihi!! ok..frustrated with this blogdrive thingy..i've changed my layout since like 2 n now it still doesn't show..weird..humph! was thinking of changing to blogspot..already signed up liao..but den dunno how to use..haha..grrrr..

exam over..but i dun feel happie at all..felt liberated after handing in the lit paper yesterday..but den..dunno y..started worrying about my results..plus dat stupid hcl paper 1..ppl around me getting higher than me n keep complaining they got very low..humph..mei li mao..sob sob..got reali scared yesterday afternoon..the jap movie was nice..its like anime or cartoon more like..but veri cute..its about this little school girl saving a cat from been knocked down n this cat turns out to be the prince of the cat kingdom..den the king of the cat kingdom wants her to be the prince's bride den send all the cats to take this girl from the human world into the cat kingdom..den shows how this girl becomes a cat n how she escapes in the end..very exciting..n the girl veri pretty..muahahaha!! hehe..but den as i walked out of moelc with melissa started feeling scared n down..den reach novena doesn't feel like going home so soon..den go walk a little bit...but den feel so isolated..so went home lor..sighnz..went home got even more scared...grrr..

oh well..the only thing good about yesterday is dat i slept for erm...9 and a half hours? hehe..although i not like my friends who onli sleep like 3 to 4 hours during the exam period (my parents will slaughter me..oopsie)..but den after the looong sleep realli feel so much comfortable..hehe..

hopefully tml's results won be a disaster..n if it is..hopefully i won cry..sighzz..

left a pink message on 5:48 pm

Saturday, September 18, 2004

so tired..falling asleep now..grrr..eoy coming lo..oops..there's so much to study! n all the tests jeopardise my plan..grrr...*yawN*..2 more weeks to go..den jap..den paper 1..den all the other subjects..sigh..so sianz..feel like dropping lit..really..seriously..so now i oso dun care much about the 9a2s thingy liao..anyway its impossible..so if mr peks says muz drop one subject..hmm..den i shall sacrifice lit!! muahahaha!! oh well..i won call it sacrifice..since i dun twelfth night..y can't i juz take king of the castle? i guess i'm the exact opp of the gr ppl..ms chan + many ppl in gr n bn thinks dat kotc is soo boring n twelfth night is so exciting! problem is i dun c how twelfth night can be interesting..grrr..eyes closing soon le..for ur info, i'm currently typing with my eyes closed.hehe...hopefully u guys will see less of me online..if u do c me online..shoo me off okie..muz ask me go studie studie yo..*yawn*

left a pink message on 9:32 pm

Sunday, September 12, 2004

hihi!! hehe..back again..gee..juz wanna say..my phrasebook has not even been opened during this hol..so kind souls out there..muz help me tml okie? okie doki! thanks yo! hehe..

left a pink message on 7:12 pm

Sunday, September 12, 2004

yoz!! hehe..sigh...sch reopens tml..hai..has a week juz passed liddat? the holiday dat i hav been looking forward to juz ended liddat? so sianz..i dun wanna go back school!!!! grrrr...go back it'll all be tests n tests n more tests!! plus the exam..humph! why muz a student's life be full of exams? sigh..can't we juz go sch n learn n go home happily??? tsk tsk tsk..grrr..hopefully i'll be able to concentrate on exam when sch reopens..doesn't hav the mood for exam..being online is simply so cool..even if i hav got nth to do online..it juz feels sooo relaxing..sigh...without the pressure..it'll be so much more comfortable..

oh no! 3 more weeks to exams!!! oopsie..how come so fast huh..n here i am typing happily away..sigh..later got xi yuan lu..oopsie again..haha..how..no time to study lo..oopsie..oh no..keep repeating 'oopsie'..grrr...dunno wat toking me..crap..lame..sigh...lets pray dat u dun c me update for a long time? haha..dat time mid yr n for the past 2 yrs i've been able to keep away from computer before the exam!! why can't i do it this time?!?!?! humph!

left a pink message on 6:56 pm

Saturday, September 11, 2004

whee!!! layout done!! nice? hehe..finally..but still got bit problem..can't adjust the blank thingy at the bottom..grrr..any kind soul can help me? hehe...oh well..holiday is almost gone...sigh..its gone!!! argh!! grrr...this holiday is sooo short..n sch reopen exam liao..so stupid..exam!! oops..muz work hard! *nods head* hehe..but haven even learn tingxie..oopsie..gee..piece of good news here..co stop for 3weeks!!! lalala..yah..its for exam..but den..its still worth celebrating!! muahahaha!! waiting for lunchie now..so hungry..stomach growling..hehe..wanna sleep..wanna sleep!! *yawn*..looking forward to 1 nov..haha..noe y? yes yes yes!! its the laz exam for this yr!!! muahahaha!! oh no..still got jlpt..oops..but dun care..still can relax..yah..muz work hard now!! grrrr...YES!!! hehe..lalala..going crazy liao..gee.. anyway my speaker still not working..denise think its soundcard problem..sigh..there goes my beloved twelfth night..one day ah..i muz reali go learn how to read lips...grrr..

left a pink message on 1:29 pm

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

hihi!!! my internet is BACK!!! turns out its only a socket problem..chey..deprived me of one wk internet..tsk tsk tsk..haha..juz now went eat eat with mummy..haha..nice nice!! can c mummy again!! lalala..she veri good u noe..come out juz to eat with me..gee...dunno wat to type leh..dun feel like updating..but huimin ask me update..coz she dun like my previous entry..say i scold her..haha..who cares!! ok lah..update den update lor..hehe..been online for dunno how many zillion years liao..sigh...feel guilty..grrr...oops..

left a pink message on 3:39 pm

Sunday, August 29, 2004

so tired..having a gigantic headache now..uhhh...terrible weekend i tell u...

firstly, my mum took by blood sugar level yesterday...n it was a dissaster i tell u...ok..the normal level was supposed to be from 3 plus to 6 plus..n my sugar level was 9.4!!!!!! oh my..i nearly fainted i tell u..its like..huh...i mean..i'm only 15 n there the machine is telling me my blood sugar level is high? okk...so my mum is like..she say i cannot eat sweet things le..coz veri dangerous..somemore my grandma is diabetic..den she say this type of things can be in the genes one..okkk..so...i cried..wat else can i dO? cried on my mum's shoulder...wet her whole shirt..oh welll...

ok next..this morning went into huimin's blog..n in there she was erm..ok..venting her anger...coz of szehwee..alright..watever..so i sms her to clarify with her...n all of a sudden she sent me zillions of sms..venting her anger at me..ok..watever..i already bad mood liao..so didn't reply her..i mean..wat can i reply? ok..so i left the msg un-replied..den afternoon she sms me again to ask if i'm still angry..ok..wat do u want me to answer? i'm not even angry in the first place! okk...n u noe wat..she ended her msg with...'do u noe how to do the emaths wb blah blah blah'..i was like..so fed up..ok..so she sms me to ask me e maths..fine..watever..felt so stupid..felt that i've been used all along..yesterday oso..sms me..like care care me liddat..den ask me about e maths..grrr..quarrelled with her..okk..so she didn't reply me..dun care..can't be bothered liao..i feel like a stupid idiot person who have been used all along..laz time i thought i was over-sensitive..like she keep asking me my progress blah blah blah...den bombard me with zillion questions n den go klaz say i study n ask her..ok...fine..dun care about her..fight den fight..quarrel den quarrel..i've enough of it!!!

m i realy dat easy to bully? xiqi keep saying i very good to bully..coz i dunno how to retaliate..okk..everyone bullying me..even my health oso bully me..wat m i gonna do about my blood sugar? grrr..n i hav to keep away from all sweet stuff..which means soft drinks, sweets, chocolates blah blah blah...sob..so ppl out there...dun tempt me with sweet stuff!!

wat exactly is happening to me..so emotionall...grrr..

left a pink message on 6:00 pm

Saturday, August 28, 2004

so tired..went out with szehwee juz now to buy pressie..okok..start from beginning of day..when i saw all my 3 juniors at co today..i was so relieved..noe y? coz i thought dat if any one would ever be late..it'll be them..but den...my precious leader hu keep reminding us not to be late came in near 9!!!!! ok...so we stay back after dat...forget it..its still early i guess..ok..so when its nearly 11.15 when we can go..my juniors stole my rubber band!!! they tickle me n refuse to return me my rubber band!! sob sob..so by the time i reach bugis szehwee almost turned into stone liao..haha..

ok...n i juz realized today that it is VERY VERY difficult to choose a suitable present..somemore muz within the budget..its like...those nice n suitable one r all too ex!!! grrr...searched from 12 to 2 plus..walk till no energy liao..haha..went eat kfc..eat until so so so so soooooo fulllllll....haha..full until cannot walk liao..reached home at 4...den bathe bathe n guess wat? haha..tok to my mum..*faints*..so far haven accomplished anything today..got to study later..duhh...got 3 tests next week...THREE...okk...its not dat much..but den...sigh..feel like watching the xi yuan lu...muz control myself...*cross fingers*...haha...

oh yah..juz finished wrapping mrs tan's present..haven wrapped ms soh's yet..dunno how to wrap..haha..afterall i failed my art..sigh..this szehwee lah..noe my art standard still ask me wrap..tsk tsk tsk..haha..have to use my imagination later..though i dun hav..oh well...gtg..so long!!

left a pink message on 8:01 pm

Saturday, August 21, 2004

hihi!! okk..noe i shouldn't be online..since got so many tests next wk..plus eng common test..*pray hard*..oh well..juz came online for a teeny weeny bit of time lah..hehe..veri sianz..anyway went c doc juz now coz got bleeding den got pus on my leg..den the doc gav me clensing solution which is actually POTASSIUM PERMAGANATE!! the purple solution in the chem lab which we use for titration! the one dat cause brown spots on my sch skirt!! haha..unbelievable..oh well..nth else to say..super tired..*yawn*..

left a pink message on 8:13 pm

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